THE TERROR OF TZIUN
Tziun,
City of Yezeeke, capital of the latter Dwarven people and land of their God,
has been discounted as a place of myth by common folk. It is a holy land
desecrated and left forgotten by the first settlers of the third continent,
before even the kings of Rexbrigg; how then it travelled to the 9th
continent where I found it shall confuse me evermore.
Ask any persons of
the realm about that damned city and they shall tell of tales of treasure and
reward beyond comprehension, and yet they ignore willingly the fixated gaze
Tziun casts over the simple folk of our world, hungry in restless silence as
the predator watches prey.
There would be
those who speak of spiritual treasure, of knowledge and power in the soul over
one’s vices. There would be those who speak of gold and trinkets crafted by the
Hill Dwarves and kept as keepsakes by the theocratic men of Tziun. There would
be those who speak of treasure in power; the great golden city that lies
beneath our feet with its sapphire thrones of myth ready to be reclaimed.
Some would say it
lies where the mountains’ roots extend beyond the depths of their ancestors,
whilst others point to the hallowed stars and place the city where the Ashri
command from on high. There would even be those who insist the halls are a metaphorical
covenant between man and god: a symbol of divinity. The truth, however, lies
beyond fiction in the world I saw for myself.
I set out from home
and left my wife with new-born on request of the prince-regent of Rexbrigg
himself to discuss a parlance with the great leaders of the land. I was a
scribesman - the courier you would call upon to note down important historical
moments. Despite this, I conducted official business on behalf of the regent
council in lieu of a ruler who was of age and of stable mind, were the council
to be honest about the prince’s sanity. Travelling up from the Eastern lands
where I had conducted a diplomatic inquiry with the Commerican folk over the
tariff on common goods, I opted to take the scenic route and take the Kairion
Ferry that transported folk to and from the northern shores of the Rexbrigg
Strait. It is there where I came across Trolsby - a place that had not yet
found it’s place on my map yet a town deserving of recognition.
It is there I found
Tziun, a place best left of a any and all maps.
Tziun does not
exist. At least, that is the mindset I travelled the land with. It is silly
tales farmers covered in turf and smelling like manure traded in the inns of
the Pitchfork Peaks to scare one another when the hearth ran low of fuel and
the jolly warmth of ale sunk to veiled depression. Tziun was not to be found on
the 9th continent, much as it were not to be found on the 8th, or the 7th for
that matter. It had been lost to the ages and reduced to a tale. To the common
folk of the nearby settlement of Trolsby which listed silently at the extent of
the Cillesden Range, it is no tale: it is a forbidden place that breathes
nightmarish whispers into foul moor airs about their homestead.
Trolsby is an
idyllic place, I recall, despite damp and swampy surroundings about it’s hills.
The folk were as you can expect of such a place - as rugged and as trodden as
the dirt they ploughed through and profited from. Looking back now, I believe I
looked down on the villagers. I believed myself to be superior to their simple
meals of bread and mead and I believed myself better than the fools that
traipsed about in mud instead of travelling the world. In truth, I believe even
then I envied their quaintness, I looked down on their strange ways but found
comfort in the thought of returning home and sitting about a hearth with ale and
companionship in abundance after a long day. The men and women of Trolsby live
by little code other than to honour one another and do no harm without cause;
for the most part, I’d say this serves them well. They are a kind folk to those
they deem worthy of such nicety, though perhaps this falls to their prying
lifestyle as they thrive off rumours no matter how little or grand. Their
auburn beards and hunched backs are perhaps strange to the outlanders, but as
someone who has witnessed all manners of creatures across this realm they
seemed like a normal folk. The nobility of Rexbrigg saw them as serfs with a
duty to the land their lords owned, but shaking hands and sharing ale with the
gentle men of that land reveals an honest mindset that cared little for politics
or where their money funnelled - as long as there were enough at the end of the
day for pie and ale.
Up along the
central road, the Beaten Bard lie with rustic charm as mottled timber struggles
upright across it’s daub exterior, a permanent odour of cow dung permeates the
air. There are several houses here holding each of the twelve families that
resided in the tiny settlement, each house octagonal with moss, thatch and
grass cascading over like verdant waterfalls flowing down cliff-faces towards Stranded
Loch. Across the pastures where Cillesden Blackface sheep graze, there’s flat
patches of grass as if people had vanished overnight, packing everything
including the very house they lived in and fleeing elsewhere, it seemed. Of
course, had I known what terror lie below I would urge them to never drive a
hoe into the ground and join the fliers, else they release something awfuller
than what already awaited. There, in cursed and hallowed halls, horror lies
sleepless - awaiting an opportunity to strike.
Troubles began once
more, as far back as the villagers remember, with a small Trolish boy who was
said to have walked with a limp from birth and was teased by his older kinsfolk
as he struggled to bale hay and feed even the smallest of goat: weak and elfish
in stature, he served no use as a farmhand. According to the village elder whom
I met, a stout and standoffish gentleman by the name of Finn Todt who protected
the hamlet, the boy had never been of right mind. Finn was an old guard of the
town during it’s prosperous days, one of those people who seems to have lived
several hundred lifetimes and witnessed every Great Migration.
I’ve told ‘em a
thousand times,” he reported in his thick Trolish twang, shaking his head and
damning the children of the village who dared to venture near the entrance of
Tziun, “no good can come o’ that place. E’erybody knows it, but it’s become a
fairy story to th’ younguns, something ta git them to sleep well at night.
Folks ha’e become lazy, forgetful o’ what lies there. That laddie wur no
different. He wur slow at birth, but that’s what ye get when ye lie wi’ horses
‘n’ cattle like that family does.” I had travelled through on horseback and had
made rest at the inn by the crossroads, supping on fresh milk harvested from
local cows that morning. Sitting about the bar, another man in his late
sixties had overheard our conversation and joined in, eager to weigh in on the
discussion, though I immediately noted his tepid demeanour.
“Rumour has it he was dared ta go by one o’ his brothers, teasing him and
such.” I would later learn this man’s name was Cormag, younger brother to Finn
by 15 years, who’s nights had been filled with tales of horror since he was a
young boy. “He went up late at night after curfew ‘n’ put a single foot inside
afore running back scared, say he. His maw, Anne who runs a market stall on
Kinsday, found him in th’ mornin’.”
“Dead?”
“Worse.” Finn interjects.
“Nothing is worse than death.” I dismissed.
“His maw comes in, holdin’ a tray wi’ his medicine ‘n’ the like. She finds him
lying there, out cold.” Finn leans in, looking anywhere but my eyes with a
disgusted expression. He makes a gesture to his brother and he busies himself
doing anything else. “First thing she notices is th’ reek. Flies had gathered
as if he’d been that way fur weeks, rottin’ or sumethin’. Then, she sees th’
bugs. Woodlice in his lungs, our wise woman thinks, from th’ scarring on th’
tissue. Lik’ he’d been eaten… from the inside out, his gums were all chewed ‘n’
his lip puffy. They step outdoors ‘n’ the wise woman breaks th’ news to her
that he’s gone, far gone, ‘n’ that he must have been that way fur weeks. Anne
starts complaining that she only saw him yesterday. Course, wise woman thinks
th’ woman mad or involved somehow considering circumstances ‘n’ the like.”
“Was she involved?”
“Couldn’t have been. Cause next minute they rush back in hearin’ screaming ‘n’
such. Boy’s eyes are shut closed ‘n’ his arms are violently shaking, as if he’s
tryin’ everything to mak’ them move.”
“He were cursed,” Cormag interrupts, his composure somewhat regained but his
hands shaking still slightly, “no good to th’ village ‘n’ no good to ‘imself
either. So the wise woman did what were right and put a damp sheepskin o’er his
face, giving him sleeping ‘erbs to make it… easier.” Cormag leans in, his arm
shaking slightly and his breath faulty with fear. “Even now, ye can ‘ear
screams from that farm, ‘cept they don’t sound lik’ they’re comin’ from any
single place. Had it just been Anne, we wouldn’t have thought much o’ it other
than th’ woman going mad,” Finn takes the rest of his drink in one, shaking his
head, “but both o’ ‘em, and with that damned city nearby? Trolsby used to be
full of families, trade was strong ‘n’ we made a lot of coinage off travellers.
Now? We’re lucky to see a single one.”
I could see what he
means - when I had travelled in earlier that day, every bystander along the
road with riven carts and cattle on leashes stopped and stared as if my
presence were a thing of magic. It was Finn who stepped outside and greeted me
first, offering me a drink and a place in the inn free of charge, short of
begging me to stay. The folk in the village were queer I noted. Sure, with such
a thing as Tzuin nearby and townsfolk being as they are with stretching the truth,
it wasn’t too strange to imagine why they would be of such a nature. Yet,
something more resided here - an innate distrust of the unfamiliar. Weekly,
there were hunts of hags practising Khem in far off cottages deep within the
swamps. Often, of course, this would simply not be true it seemed and acted
only as a way for upset fathers and frustrated suitors to carry out
self-indulgent vengeance on those who loved other men, women and those who saw
themselves outside that confine. I sympathised with the people of Trolsby, yet
the stagnant and barbaric practices of a few painted an upsetting image in
those accustomed to the people.
Regardless, I wish
now I had stayed there, cosy about the inn. But my curiosity had gotten the
better of me and, truth be as it is, I worried my curiosity would be deemed
different and I would befall a similar state to those in the forgotten
homesteads outside of town. My legs, try as I may, refused to remain still and
I found myself pacing the quaint inn room within minutes of sitting. That
childlike wander once had gotten a hold of my spirit. I forgot my duty to
Rexbrigg and I gathered a satchel with parchment, ink and several days worth of
rations with intent to document what lie in Tziun and made my way from the warm
embrace of a decent nights sleep out into blistering winds and harsh storm.
Truly, the weather that night is worse than anything I have yet to see in my
life - it were as if Tziun were expecting me and wanted to make my short trek
as miserable as possible. Willows and oaks sprayed about like loose thread in
the winds, their trunks needles into the hills. The canvas that hung over the
merchant stalls had all but flown northwards as I watched with edged glee them
fly away from cold candlelight. Had I possessed foresight and perhaps a modicum
of reason over bravado, I’d have spent longer preparing for an expedition - but
that childlike wonder had never truly left me.
Through rain and
mist and shadow that descended on Trolsby that night I made my way down the
central road, turning off before Finn’s house. Outside, it had remained
illuminated by the soft glow of a flittering lantern that spun about in the
gale, the inviting odour of bannock wafting about with flittering steam. Across
rising hilltops that blocked the star’s lights and through muddied paths I
trekked. And more I trekked. And then, to the Gods surprise, I trekked
evermore. That rugged hell-scape that my boots trudged that night was unlike
any land I’ve ever walked prior. Mud and grunge congealed about my toes,
nestling the dirt beneath the nails and rising above my calves so that no bath
or remedy may cure me of the filth. After a time, I began to count the slopes
and descents - less out of boredom and more so out of a curiosity as something
plagued my mind: why would a child trek this far just on a dare? The way the
townsfolk had described it I imagined it on their doorstep but this was perhaps
as far as a good hours travel by foot. I considered for a moment that the child
had simply lied about reaching the city but looked to my quaking self still
marching onwards, struck by my audacity to believe myself better than a child
with wanderlust.
Then I
happened across it, nestled about a cliff face with creeping foliage concealing
it’s deeds, hidden from prying eyes that hunted it: the door of Tziun. The
Earth beneath began to shake as if the very heart of the city were roaring to
shiver the surrounding torrent, the curtain of rain before me parting as it did
so. Lightning crashed, alighting a nearby elm a few hilltops over. The door’s
very structure groaned and spoke of it’s elderly being with every grain of
rubble that cascaded, it’s ornate arch that housed the heavy timber door a
gasping mouth searching to let forth a mighty shout of anguish - emancipation
from silenced cries. And the words that it spoke, with it’s testament apparent
in a derivative of Trolish script across it’s frame:
Bow to Tziun, haven of Yezeeke.
Marbl’d palace housed in deep.
Malice lie entombed under our ward,
in alabaster embrace, enshrined by our Lord.
I theorised the
Trolsby people to be decedents of the Dwarven folk, judging from the likeness
of script between the peoples. Though the migrations had circled us back around
to the third isle, it seems their temperament and acclamation to the sordid
surroundings had festered in their souls and they found themselves drawn to the
same housings as their grand ancestors, though there were changes over the
centuries, of course. To the faith of latter Cave Dwarves who resided in Tziun,
they preferred a monotheistic worship, though we of the modern world would look
down on such practices. They rejected the teachings of their ancestor’s gods in
place of their own theories of easier morals - good and evil is an easier story
to keep children in line when the outside world allures those ridden with
intrigue such as I. The mere idea of evil - of “malice” - were a devil to the
Dwarves, their creator the strict opposite that opposed such a thought;
infallible and omnipresent in all his might. You might think this metaphorical,
but the very concept of sin was manifest in some hellish prison somewhere
beneath the rocky tomb that encapsulated Tziun, reportedly. The city is little
more than a bogeyman, as though the deep halls had a heart to feel sorrow yet
here it breathes, as real and palpable as mine own heart, and here it stands
with meaning behind every word. As though it understands the sentiment of death
and joy of life. As if the very bricks that form it’s foundations were as skin
holding gore from flooding and filling your lungs. As if it were, to this day,
alive.
A man more sensible than I would turn now and make back for warmer climates and
friendlier hospitality - but I was and am not that man. I struggled against the
wind and made for the door. True to Finn’s word, the door was ajar, wide enough
as if someone small had left with haste. I reached inside and felt a great
heat, like a furnace bellowing embers into my face. Frustrated now and wanting
to prove the superstitious villagers wrong that mere stone could curse a man, I
pushed forward regardless, wishing with every ounce to be dry once more. A
sconce holds a torch with a faint citrus-like smell emanating - limes were used
by the Dwarves as to stop dampness extinguishing the flame, a method that grants
their halls an eternally fresh scent. I bring it forth and hold it in front of
me, revealing the famed hallway of Tziun as I step through, letting the heavy
door fall shut behind in unwanted embrace.
I stood in awe for
a countless time, amazed by the beauty of the artwork that adorned the marble
ceiling and taking notes to pass forward to the prince-reagent when I greeted
him. The ceiling felt close, the stomach of a pregnant mountain pressing
against me as I suckled the desire for knowledge. The walls stretched hands
outwards, their ashen pillars fingers that closed in around me in divine
protection. Despite neglect, all here was perfect - no crack or fault would be
found in the stone, preservation paramount to it’s inhabitants’ dedication.
Even the detailed, parquet flooring with it’s pattern of chrysanthemum-like
petals seemed to me freshly waxed and varnished. I tapped a loose petal with my
foot to test the make and several others cracked in response, their
interlocking structure so secure and well-made that it felt equivalent to a
mausoleum built for the grandest of emperors. From front to back for several
hundred meters, the continuous painting that regaled the arched ceiling
depicted the story of the dwarves, and I noted the story as a descended the sloped
hall deeper in the hill’s stomach:
As the Mountain
Dwarves lie sacked and raped, a prophet who named himself Yezeeke Clan-Father
led companions and those he thought equal to northern lands in the swamps and
marshes along the coast. To the followers who built his city and moulded the
ornate marbled halls and the decorated birch that supported the high ceilings,
it is a holy city in both symbol and status: a turn from the gods of craft
their ancestors paid tribute, to Yezeeke who granted them life when all others
turned their eyes to exploitation in pursuit of wealth. To Yezeeke, building a
city in the hills allowed his followers safety; he was a suspicious man, and
his concern seems to have found it’s way to be rooted in his decedents.
And so he began his
sordid reign from within moss’d hills, terrorizing the locals for their produce
believing themselves more worthy of the bounty. All until a mysterious figure
arrived at Tzuin’s door uninvited sometime during the 3rd migration when the
Hill Dwarves forsook the rite of emigration: a woman clad in black robes
bearing ill omen. The painting stops here at this great centrepiece and the
beautiful pigments and detailed flourishes fall to barren stone with no story
to tell.
Ahead in the distance, I see now a solemn table with the isolated clank of
quill tapping ink pot. Trepidatiously, I approached and witnessed a great gold
roof made of perhaps a million bricks that stretched upwards as far as they eye
could see. The figure sitting patiently behind the desk laid out bare in the
centre gave a polite cough, but I was much too in love to care. There, behind
the desk, lie the melancholic Sapphire Throne, “The Blacken’d Cosmos” in
Dwarven script, as referenced in Yezeeke’s sermons. It were said to eclipse the
sun and lie never dormant. For sure, it were grand and towered high into the
room, much too large for a single man, and the sapphire’s that encrusted the
throne were of a strange dark blue. I stared longingly into the jewels and saw
what seemed to be the very nebula’s above the northern sky incarnate.
Many great people
have sat in that throne: Yezeeke’s daughter, Rivari, in her short-lived rule as
Tziun’s lord; Calis Pluta of the first siege of Tziun during the migratory wars
was said to have proclaimed the Plutan Empire whilst sitting in the throne;
Emperor Zaidar II of the Elven conquest of the 3rd continent stole the throne’s
main jewel and was said to have burnt the temple to the ground, yet here only
the stone remain. Of course, nothing sits now in that seat and it has remained
vacant, the stories have become more valuable than that seat of power.
Regardless, to look upon it now were something I had never thought possible.
“You’re always
doing your best to look somewhere else, scribesman.” The figure sat with her
hands in a box form, resting her chin and staring with a motherly gaze. “I envy
that.”
I noted her ashen and sunken skin, with disturbed figure and unholy eyes that
sought hunger in a form beyond my reasoning. Beyond her pale lips, I sensed
yearning in her soul. Despite this ghastly impression, her figure was that of
matured lady with wide hip and slender frame. She wore no cloth about her
torso, her peeling bosom devoid of skin and revealing gangrene and the rancid
smell of spoilt milk. There was a beauty about her, despite the fading flesh; a
serenity hidden behind the veil.
“The halls of Tziun are deserted,” I laughed, swallowing my fear and burying it
deep within my stomach, “I do not know why I am hallucinating but perhaps the
grandeur of the city has lent way to mischief of the mind.”
“You speak with such a strange eloquence, a fascinating pretension. Are you
trying to impress me, or do you just wish to make yourself seem interesting?”
“I beg your pardon?”
“Oh, I didn’t mean it to be rude, my apologies. I’m simply observing, as is the
nature of my job.” She stood now and I saw her long cloak that traipsed the
floor. A scythe of black metal at her back, the ornate handle spiralled with
gold and capped with a ruby skull.
“Who are you?” I took a step back and felt something close to me, but I ignored
the sensation out of fear this woman might be my death.
“Many would ask that first, scribesman. Speaking as though you were someone
above your station gets dull and dreary awfully quick - I’d wish you would simply
get to the point more often.” She looked about the hall, walking with one foot
in front of the other towards me now. “I have delivered this tale a million
times before, but I love the theatrics of my job so do spare me the opportunity
to dramatise the answer. In this world, I have many names and many faces: the
Inuqq people of the north think me a dead tree with a single, rotten apple
hanging that is said to give eternal life. That apple is said to call about the
end of the world when a bite is taken. The Pyodo and Ungyuri believe their
ancestors roam the streets at night and I am queen of them all, a revered and
respected monarch of the damned that holds the hand of their loved ones as they
pass. The Rexians arrogantly believe I am a tamed beast that their gods have
vanquished, that which has been renounced to a fiery pit beneath us now. I
could go on, but I think you get the point.” She leaned against her table now,
looking up at the Sapphire Throne.
“Well, who’s
right?” I looked her in the eyes and found she looked shocked, pleased even.
She chuckled briefly before flipping through a stack of parchment on her desk.
“You’re a strange man, scribesman. I tell you I am quite literally death incarnate
and you’re still more interested in the facts rather than fearing for your
life. Well, if you must know, none of them are wrong if that is what they
believe. You see, I do help those who are about to die into the afterlife. I
hold their hand, metaphorically speaking, and take them along a spiritual road
to my kingdom in the depths.”
She motioned behind me and I turned my head, confused, to find eternal oblivion
staring at me through a vacuous void that lie in still motion. Although I stood
there with fear and trepidation rampant over my judgement, I do not think even
in my best state I would have recalled the knowledge of what this creature was:
Aracnie.
It is a writhing and convulsing mass of bristly legs said to be countless to
any being unfortunate enough to witness one in it’s true form. With a plump
body, it’s numerous eyes witness and follow the movements of what it stalks
ready to pounce. They make their home in damp conditions and reproduce by
themselves, killing their victim and laying their eggs inside so that the
offspring may harvest the flesh and bone while they age, their bodies taking
the form of the being they eat. Convulsing in form and oozing in manner as it
scuttled; few anatomical drawings exist and what we know comes from campfire stories
used to haunt travellers in the Pitchfork Peaks.
Strangely, though I was admittedly afraid and I vomit at the back of my throat,
I remained calm and calculated - if this were my fate, why fight it now? I was
a lowly scribesman, no man of combat.
“So, I’m dead?”
“Not quite yet, no. I’ve kept the guard dog at bay for a second, so to speak.”
She mockingly petted the disgusting creature, smirking at my chagrin. “I like
to give those who die in these halls a chance to learn something.” She pointed
down a corridor to her left, beyond the Sapphire throne. I could not see far
but I saw a crimson hue and the nostalgic sound of metalworking. “My home and
kingdom lies underground where brimstone lie ever raging. Unfortunately for
Yezeeke and the dwarves, they decided to build their kingdom outside my front
door.”
“So you killed them.” I stared her down accusingly, frowning in upset at the
desecration of history.
“No, “she directed her quill at me as she jotted something, never meeting my
eye “they did that themselves. They got so caught up in themselves that when
they found out malice and all things evil or whatever wasn’t quite as contained
as they once thought, they tore each other to pieces. Well, that, and your
friend there kind of helped the process along.”
“So if I’m dead,
why are we talking?” I rested against a marble slab that had fallen, the
beast’s drooling jaws between her and I.
“If someone comes to your house and knocks on your front door, it’d be rude not
to invite them in first and talk, don’t you think? Besides, between all the
crying and screaming I deal with, it’s nice just to have a talk with someone
for once.
I just helped out this girl in Khem-ia by giving her a little nudge in the
right direction, and it’s made me realise people are a lot more interesting
than I give them credit for.” She put her quill down and looked about, thinking
for a second. “No, I do this from time to time whenever someone comes in
searching for what happened to the Dwarves, but I like to offer people the
chance to play a game.”
A game? I did not
expect death incarnate to be interested in such childish things. Then again, my
father once told me that those who indulge in the most frivolous things are the
most intellectual.” The first rule of intelligence is to let others feel like
they have the upper hand; or so my father said.
“Death incarnate? I’m afraid you’ve been misled, scribesman. I’m no more than a
courier of sorts myself, a messenger who travels with those who perish to my
halls to ensure safe passage not tempered with by any dark forces.”
“Why the game, courier?” I felt a strange rush, mocking a being more celestial
than I could ever fathom. I felt a great deal of respect for the woman, as
though we were equal in ways: one who records the past, and one who preserves
it. We seemed both, in some strange way, to deal in the same field in some way.
“I’ve got all this
omnipotence and no-one to share it with. Yet, over the years, I have grown
weary - I’ve begun to understand that omnipotence is not truly all-knowing, as
even the smallest of creatures yet surprise me.
The game is as follows: I shall ask you a question and I grant you, my
knowledge. In return, you must answer a question of my own.
There was a time when I would grant 3 questions to those in this hall - but I grew
to find the questions dull, with people asking me when their loved ones were
going to die and whatnot - mortal men do not comprehend the hassle of having to
search through all these papers for that kind of information.” She flicked
quickly through the stack and began slouching. Despite her grandiose and
delicate demeanour, I quickly had begun to detect an urchin-like quality in
her; like that of a teenage girl born in the slums with wanderlust. “You strike
me as a man of control, scribesman. A control unlike that which any noble or
king may possess. I wish to test you, truth be told. As such, this time only,
you will begin. Ask me a question.”
Put yourself now in
my shoes, as difficult as that may feel to accomplish: you have been given the
chance to ask one question about anything that has ever transpired moments
before death. Do you ask about yourself, or is your life too pathetic in
comparison to everything? Do you ask about the secrets and hidden backroom
dealings of the world, or is politics meaningless moments before death? Do you
ask a more spiritual question, or do you keep it to yourself knowing those
questions may soon be answered?
It seems to me now evermore to be an impossible task; the ultimate rhetorical
question. Though the question I chose was, in hindsight, frivolous in nature it
was the questions that burned in my skull, and I feel ease knowing I asked,
regardless of what the woman before me thought of my selection. I prodded first
with my initial question, a waste to some but a valuable test to I:
“What is my legacy?”
She leaned back on
the desk, staring at the endless ceiling as though she were stargazing.
“I give you access to my infinite wisdom, and you ask only what you leave
behind?” There was a scathing anger in her voice, a distrusting disappointment.
“You have a child, yet you care not for his well-being but instead in the
stories he will tell of you?”
“My reasoning is my own.”
“Don’t take my curiosity as an insult, scribesman. I think it’s… revealing, in
a way. The answer I wish I could give would be that the future isn’t set and
your son’s choice of how to remember his father is his own. But I’d be lying,
honestly,” She picks up the stack of parchments, “It says right here, in gory
detail. Your son will tell those who ask that he never knew his father. His
father travelled and left his son and ill mother alone at home. He will repeat
what his mother tells him: his father was an unfaithful man and probably ended
up with some whore in some distant land. Your king, however, will say a prayer
in your name in several days’ time when he hears the news of your death. He
will lament for a small time before moving on to the matters of the realm. Your
papers will be published posthumously and will be used as a footnote in some
great writers work. Does that satisfy?” She puts the papers down and places
both her hands in her lap, looking about my eyes with her soulless pupils for
some reaction.
“In some ways.” Hearing a harsh truth is a truth nonetheless, my father once
told me.
“Then-”
“Then I must repay your kindness, lady. As promised.” I smirked, flicking the
canines of the beast before me. I had come to terms with death, strangely. It’s
strange how quickly it washes over you, once the initial fear has subsided.
“I grow uneasy at your comfort, scribesman,” she stood much taller than I now,
lording above me, “do not outgrow your position.”
“What are you going to do, kill me?”
“No, I shall render the sinew from your bone and make it ooze through your
scalp like the cold sweat of a lethal fever. I shall pluck the hairs from their
place one by one so that you lie in agony with no respite to be found and I
shall plunge your limbs one by one into hellfire so that to walk is to plunge a
thousand swords and spears through your muscles and leave them searing crimson
with blood. There are things worse than death, scribesman, do not allow me to
elaborate.”
The very air around her darkened, and their seemed to be a palpable crackling
about the volatile air, as though the breath I took were to ignite at the slightest
touch. Though I, of course, was terrified at this sudden shift in demeanour, I
believe her to be motherlier on reflection- like a concerned parent warning
against playing a prank with the town’s jesters.
“Apologies.” I had naught more to say, following a crack of the voice.
“It matters not. As you say, you will be dead soon. I am short on time so I
must ask my question else I never have the chance. My question,
scribesman, is the same question I have given to each visitor who I speak to.
Why do the people of this world migrate? My existence beyond faith is unknown,
there is no true force holding you in one place beyond tradition.”
Though the expectation may be that this question would play heavy on my mind,
the truth remains that the answer flowed from me as though a smooth vermouth
from cloudy wine bottles:
“Your answer lies in your reasoning, there is no true force holding us in one
place. The reason we migrate is the same as to why I entered Tziun when I could
have continued onwards to Rexbrigg. Even the Dwarves, despite their later
idiocies, held this truth in a high regard, they blindly followed a prophet
because they held hope in their hearts that their efforts would be rewarded.”
“Yet their faith was misguided. Their skeletons line these halls, like the rest
of history rests in mine.”
“Faith is easily manipulated, having the courage to place it firstly is a
miracle in of itself. I had hoped to find fortune and answers to questions I
never held in these halls, as did the Dwarves. That is why we migrate; to stay
idle in one place despite your heart yelling otherwise is to admit defeat
without fighting a battle.
Even the folks of
Trolsby, so content in their homesteads and in each other’s mead’d tales need
that same mantra. To have faith is fear itself, more fearful than I standing
before the jaws of a beast I know will mean my death. To place trust in your
own hope is fear itself.”
That is why I respect the people of Trolsby so; they could stare the
executioner’s soulless eyes with vigour and march onwards with their companions
towards his axe, content in the hope.
I felt slightly embarrassed about my outburst. I had left behind a child and my
wife to go gallivanting around ruins in search of a lost innocence, it was far
beyond me to give any sort of speech on the morals of humanity, but I could
only speak for myself.
“In that case,
scribesman,” the woman stood, her face revealing nothing - I know not even now
whether my answer truly was content, “I am satisfied, for now. It is your turn
to ask a question.”
“There is no need,” I stared at the vile maw before me with that same hope as I
found outside Tziun, the throat timber doors to a new adventure, “I am
satisfied also. I’m content to say it’s time.”
“Very well, scribesman.” She began to pick up her items, clumsily dropping some
papers to the floor, “I cannot take you with me, I’m afraid. There is no
special treatment for my visitors, you still must face your death.”
“I understand. I’m ready, I think.”
“As you wish.”
“I’ll see you soon, I suppose?”
“Indeed. One last thing though, scribesman.” She turned about her feet, and I
began to feel tears stream down my face - tears of joy as I saw in that heel
turn my loving wife and my darling son, who I knew would fare much better
without me. My face fell into perplexity, thinking the game over. “This might
hurt.”
She snapped her
fingers.
The world went quiet, and I saw nothing more.
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